Oh man, i can't believe that you did what they said you did
And to this day i've still gotta say that in my mind i question it
I wish i knew what you had meant
Before you went and left me
Wondering to just an echo of your voice
'listen...'

Now i wait to take my turn to bleed like a kid playing with a razorblade
And wonder if i have the balls at all or am i gonna be afraid
where are you? what do you think?
cuz i'm not sure when knocking at death's door if i will be [bad word] in or be left alone outside

I hear the sound of a heart
From the shadow in the dark
waiting for the poison to hit its mark
(listen--my son)
I see the darkness surround
The shape on the ground
The killer straight up and a body face down
(firstborn-last one)
I hear the din of the screams,
Sorrow in streams
The smell of farewell and gasoline
(listen--my son)
I see a heart set free and my legacy
Hear a voice from a shadow that is beckoning me
(firstborn-last one)

I guess [bad word] a point
When you think to yourself
This isn't worth it,
It isn't worth it
And now i feel what you felt,
And now i feel what you felt inside brother
And now i feel what you felt
This isn't worth it,
It isn't worth it!

I hear the sound of a heart
From the shadow in the dark
waiting for the poison to hit its mark
(listen--my son)
I see the darkness surround
The shape on the ground
The killer straight up and a body face down
(firstborn-last one)
I hear the din of the screams,
Sorrow in streams
The smell of farewell and gasoline
(listen--my son)
I see a heart set free and my legacy
Hear a voice from a shadow that is beckoning me
(firstborn-last one)

I wish it didn't...
I wish it didn't...
I wish it didn't...
I wish it didn't end this way

Live a life in [bad word] 
Through a mortal shell
Asphyxiating smell
For a crime lifetime
Imagination locked in a cell
And to the other firstborn,
I see the same scene that
must play over in your mind and now
how much more i'm sure it's [bad word] with
your head just like it's [bad word] up mine.

Listen my son
Firstborn last one
The message you sent out to me
i can't change what's meant to be

I hear the sound of a heart
From the shadow in the dark
waiting for the poison to hit its mark
(listen--my son)
I see the darkness surround
The shape on the ground
The killer straight up and a body face down
(firstborn-last one)
I hear the din of the screams,
Sorrow in streams
The smell of farewell and gasoline
(listen--my son)
I see a heart set free and my legacy
Hear a voice from a shadow that is beckoning me
(firstborn-last one)
(Firstborn)
(You on the last one firstborn)