I don't know since when I changed to such a cold-hearted guy 
I have to warm this frozen, icy, lonely heart to thaw 
I like being wrapped with warmness more than anything else for sure 
I'm gonna make [bad word] days to be filled with laughter and joy 

I let myself down that I'm more [bad word] than I thought I would be 
I'm just a loser who ends up by caring for my soul 
I don't give my heart to no one cause I don't wanna waste my time 
I tried to love this loneliness to slip out of this lonesome hole 

Sorrow is what I hate but it's grown my sensations 
Regrets taught me how to make any hard decisions 
Peace is always by my side but I've never felt it once 
Love is not the word only for the sweet romance 

Well, I'm scared, scared, scared, scared to death 
And I'm scared to keep on going on my way 
Well, I'm scared, scared, scared, scared to death 
And I'll tell myself I'm special till the end 

Recalling my torn, broken, aching heart of these long days 
And all the memories I wanted to forget for making leaps 
Recalling, breaking, aching, crying, making sure to me 
And I take all and grin at my future on the way