drifting response, slow reaction

conscious [bad word] 

sleepwalking through every event

injecting maximum dose

transparent sickness

visible rivers

the pale of flesh, the chill of sweat

function depleting, agony leeching

eroded figure in pain and... dead

taking all blame, sense the shame

dead and still in pain

a damned creation, dissimulation

dead and still in pain

blissful end, attempted again

dead and still in pain

sick of the same, taking the blame

dead and still in pain!

my fleeting rapture, no emotion

limited human abilities

waving my hands in front of my face

sight forever locked in stare