You and I can't get much closer
In spite of what you want
I'm done explaining
I'm broke at best

Non-existent.

I lay me down to sleep
And disappear

Why is it you have a question
For every single thing I do
Why is it you say you love me
Nothing's ever good enough for you
"What's the matter now?"
"Have another one of these…"
"This will take the edge off…"

And I never knew what it would be
Decisions and decisions to be made
They'll tell you what you said and what you did
To break from the futility [bad word] 

You speak [bad word] 
You speak in tongues
You listen suspiciously for gaps my adaptation
You have no magic touch
Please stop trying
Sucking me dry…

And I never seemed to get it right
It's like a shadow hanging over me
You were the first
You were the last
If there's a god
Release me from my past

I lay me down to sleep
And disappear