So I've now discovered something lying dormant in my brain
I will never let it go, yeah I will never be the same
I'm in the middle of a bottomless id
Gonna make it with another and another and again
There's no hope, no future, no more of these ties to you

 [bad word] 
And when I wake up in the morning
My breakfast laid out on my bed
Some kind of memory without you, girl
She lives and spins inside my head

Yeah, I been missing lying with you
There's nothing keeping me alone
I spend a long time with my body, girl
I look for meaning on my own

I never meant to hurt you, yeah
No, I never meant to blame
Did you have a reason, darling
Or was it just the shame?

I know you been so mad at me
But I swear I'm gonna fix it, gonna make it be the same
'Cause there's one hope, one thing I know is [bad word] 
I would drop all of my lovers just to kick it off with you, yeah

 [bad word] 

And when I wake up in the morning
My breakfast laid out on my bed
Some kind of memory without you, love
She lives and spins inside my head

Yeah, I been missing hanging with you
There's nothing keeping me alone
I spend a long time with my body, girl
I look for meaning on my own