The darkness is different than the light. Here in the dark, call it the blackness, call it the darkness, the language has no term for it. The darkness has a different texture. and this is so real, you can feel that you can almost touch it. The vacuum, of course its not a vacuum, it’s the cosmos. It’s very energetic and has a lot of messages, things in it. It’s very rich, and in the sunlight, I have the sun like the [bad word] from behind me, to light the darkness. There is nothing there, I guess there is nothing there for the eye to percieve, to have the light [bad word] back but there must be something that is sending the light back in a way because, the darkness is different in the daylight than at night time. I describe it as a water it’s infinitely flexable, it’s infinitely mobile, and it doesn’t resist in any way. Well it does a little. And it resists you enough to like be able to reach out and touch it. its like a weight of water, its like a very thin water. Except you don’t percieve it as a temperature and its not wet. That’s all. But it’s like, it’s like it has a meaning to it. It’s like if you were to move through it, it would be something. Be something with like hands, you could…

…Space is my calling, [bad word] to that is, is wanting to have things happen which aren’t usual. Wanting to have perceptions of a different reality than you’re used too. Even wanting illusions to occur and thinking that they are fun. It’s wanting to have an experience. An experience of the real thing and an experience of the unreal things. and so you go into space with a looseness. But it gets back too the idea if you want to understand space, you have to give yourself over too it. If you resist [bad word] a space creature, its gonna hurt. I think one reason it goes easy for me is because I want things to happen. I want space to effect me. I want it to move me. I want it to do things to me. I think it [bad word] with my philosophy of there is only one thing constant in our universe, and that is change. And that is continue evolution in all the forms. Physical, spiritual, any way you want. Change is the only constant. I am the cosmos, I am part of this process that I am doing. I’m part of it. I’m molecules. My molecules are those molecules. The stars that die, that’s me. It’s a real art how to draw yourself perfectly.