Where do I take this pain of mine  [bad word] but it stays right by my side 

So tear me open, pour me out 
Thereґs things inside that scream and shout 
And the pain still hates me 
So hold me until it sleeps 

Just like a curse, just like the stray 
You feed it once and now it stays 
Now it stays 

So tear me open, but beware 
There's things inside without a care 
And the dirt still stains me 
So wash me until I'm clean 

It grips you so hold me 
It stains you so hold me 
It hates you so hold me 
It holds you so hold me 
Until it sleeps... 

So tell me why you've chosen me 
Don't want your grip 
Don't want your greed 
Don't want it 

I'll Tear me open, make you gone 
No more can you hurt anyone 
And the fear still shakes me 
So hold me until it sleeps 

It grips you so hold me 
It stains you so hold me 
It hates you so hold me 
It holds you, holds you, holds you 
Until it sleeps... 

I don't want it.....NO 

So tear me open, but beware 
Thereґs things inside without a care 
And the dirt still stains me 
So wash me til I'm clean 

I'll Tear me open, make you gone 
No longer will you hurt anyone 
And the hate still shakes me 
So hold me until it sleeps 
Until it sleeps 
Until it sleeps 
Until it sleeps