Too often I am less of a friend 
Than just a [bad word] enemy 
Sorry for mistreating you and everyone else around you 
Dark days - I´m grounded in my mind 
It´s [bad word] hard to do what´s right 
Surrounded by what´s wrong 
Feeling like the worst failure of all 
Hurting the ones I am supposed to love 
I once thought I was irreplaceable, I should have known better...