Illusion's Play

In emotion,
Carried fragements of hate,
Astrayed in blur of mind.

Raised the vanguished faults
...lost enlightement...
Buried senses of long lived
And deceased.

Awaken

All I can see,
In here,
Is that I've lost in illusion's play.
Bleaker and closer to heaven,
These shattered formations faint trail
Move this light.
 [bad word] closer to my mind, [bad word] through me.
Leave me behind,
To see,
Too faintly,
This absurd renewing.