This isn't war.
This isn't courage.
This isn't how you're supposed to be.
And all the things keeping you awake,
Are leaving me afraid.
This isn't war.
This isn't courage.
And I don't believe that you're okay.
The reason why I forget to close my eyes
When you're next to me.
I feel you're going to leave.

When birthdays are suicide days
And waking up it's hard to stay.
I want to see you when [bad word] down.
So save yourself for me.
I want to see you when [bad word] down.
So save yourself.

The weight of loves forever trying.
And it’s enough to bury me.
All the things keeping you awake
Are leaving finally.

When birthdays are suicide days
And waking up it's hard to stay.
I want to see you when [bad word] down.
So save yourself for me.
I want to see you when [bad word] down.
So save yourself.

Always said the same way I'm okay.
Always walk away in chains.
You know we wish [bad word] around
Because nothing's changed,
But it doesn't feel the same.

I want to see you when [bad word] down.
So save yourself for me.
I want to see you when [bad word] down.
So save yourself.