aitai... aenai
omoi [bad word] hodo kono inori ga todo kanai no wa
nanika wo kitto [bad word] kara 

itsu datte kono hitomi ni utsusareta mono dake ga
yuiitsu no shinjitsu dato shinjiteita kedo 

sekai wa hitotsu janai "moshimo" to iu sekai
mugen ni [bad word] to [bad word] ima tohou ni [bad word] 

aitai... aenai
kuyami kirenai yo kono omoi [bad word] made
makenai nagenai
kono mi wo sasage temo 
 [bad word] 
tatoe kurayami ga yuku te wo saegiri
yowaki na kokoro madowase temo
akira menai de sagashi [bad word] kara 

sou kimi wo [bad word] no ga jibun wo [bad word] koto
 [bad word] ano yakusoku wa ima mo wasurenai 

ikutsu mo deai ga [bad word] nando mo sukuwareta
subete ga yuuki ni [bad word] watashi hitori kiri janai 

aitai... aenai
sore ga shiren nara kanarazu koeteiku kara
makezu ni nagezu ni
watashi wo matteite 
shinjite
aitai... aenai
omoi [bad word] hodo kono inori ga todokanai no wa
nani ka wo kitto [bad word] kara 

aitai... aenai
ima doko ni [bad word] no? kanarazu mitsuke dasu kara
mayoi konda no wa hitomi no naka ni [bad word] meikyuu
tatoe kurayami ga yuku te wo saegiri
yowaki na kokoro matowase temo
akira menai de sagashi [bad word] kara