I'm tired of hiding all my feelings,
All my fears 
This [bad word] mask had burned my face,
And dried my tears
I never thought I'd be so
Stupid
Useless 
Naive,
Depressed
Forgive me, if you can,
I'll start new life again

And again
And a
And again [bad word] away
Had you felt the same?
Always hate yourself
Praying for the death
Feeling guilty for your birth
And lost in mind..

Is there any reason
Where's that blessed salvation
Why I'm still exist and
What I want from this life?
Will I find the answers,
Whether I'll lose mind trying
But this is only
An unsteady adolescence.

Whole life in front of me
But still I think that I'm too late,
I know, it's [bad word]  absurd,
I'm just an egocentric child 
But try to understand 
Please, try to understand

I'm trapped behind the wall,
And I'm alone
There's no escape
I wanna be with you,
But I will never change my shape
I'm tired of seeing people dying for illusions
I'm tired of lie, and people's speech just makes confusion 

And again
And a
And again [bad word] away
Had you felt the same?
Drowning in despair
Wish we flew away
Taking higher
My desire'll be
Fullfied

Is there any reason
Where's that blessed salvation
Why I'm still exist and
What I want from this life?
Will I find the answers,
Whether I'll lose mind trying
But this is only
An unsteady adolescence.