I caught a chill
And it's still frozen on my skin
I think about why I'm alone by myself
No one else to explain
How far do I go?
No one knows
If the end is so much better
Why don't we just live forever?

Don't tell me I'm the last one in line
Don't tell me I'm too late this time
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I don't wanna live
To waste another day
Underneath the shadows
Of mistakes I've made
Cuz I feel like I'm breaking inside
I don't wanna fall
And say I lost it all
Cuz maybe there's a part of me
That hit the wall
Leaving pieces of me behind
And I feel like I'm breaking inside

Out here nothing's clear
Except the moment I decided
To move on and I ignited
Disappear into the fear
You know there ain't [bad word] back
When you're still carrying the past
You can't erase
Separate
Cigarrette in my hand
Hope you all understand

I won't be the last one in line
I finally figured out what's mine
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