thought i could fake this thing alright
thought it could somehow get me by
watching the docters as they slide
needles into my eye


thought i could finally get around
laughable symptoms keep me down
faces i see keep me blind
now their redemtions mine


now that i can exchange actions for words
now that i found these insides fears the worst
now that i know there's no place left to hide
can i [bad word] all i thought i might


as the leaders who follow
the path of whoever was standing round them
call to say i'm missing
and into a detail they always go
don't beleive them
but offer condolences under the circumstances
all too often i'm missing the spirit of fit in
so call me out


thought i could soundly sleep tonight
positive clear and breathing right
panic attacks me now
seems like a fair redemtion


now that i can't exchange actions for words
now that i found these insides fears the worst
now that i know there's no place left to hide
can i [bad word] all i thought i might


as the leaders who follow
the path of whoever was standing round them
call to say what i'm missing
and into a detail they always go
don't beleive them
but offer condolences under the circumstances
all too often i'm missing the spirit of fit in
so call me out


now that i can't exchange actions for words
now that i found these insides fears the worst
now that i know there's no place left to hide
can i [bad word] all i thought i might


as the leaders who follow
the path of whoever was standing round them
call to say what i'm missing
and into a detail they always go
don't beleive them
but offer condolences uder the circumstances
all too often i'm missing the spirit of fit in
so call me out again


thought i could fake this thing alright
thought i could somehow get me by
watching the doctors as they slide
slipping the needle in my eye
eye
a needle in my eye
eye
a needle in my eye