Open up wide, swallow down deep
No spoonfull of sugar could make it sweet
The cancer inside stealing my sleep
Night after night it keeps haunting me
The secrets I keep
Are tearing me up inside
I try to hide and then I wonder why

Why I'm [bad word] when I know there's no escaping
 [bad word] [bad word] undone, surrender is stronger
I don't need to be the hero tonight
We all want love we all want honor
Nobody wants to pay the asking price

Fall on my knees, fall on my pride
I'm tripping over all the times I've lied
I'm asking please, but I can see in your eyes
You don't need tears for alibis
It's [bad word] what they say
Love must be blind
It's why You're still standing by this sinner's side

You're still by my side when all the things I've done
have left you bleeding
 [bad word] 
I don't think I can drive it home tonight
I don't think I wanna be alone tonight
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