My mind wanders as I'm trying not to fall in love with you
'Cause everytime I wake I ponder on my mistakes of
what I said, it is always my esteem that I sure lose
playing those stupid games as I always end up chasing you

 [bad word] 
I can't help myself anymore
Rehearsing my thoughts as I'm too scared [bad word] to your door
I pushed it all aside just to stand next to you
Now you won't talk to me for something that I didn't do
It's not gonna work

And I'm trying not to think of you
I'm all confused as I think of the things that I would do
I'm all shook up as I get all nervous inside
My emotions are something that I will always hide
My ways