It consumes me, controls me, leaves me with nothing

But you know that I love how it tastes, fear and the fate

I'll change face to get what I crave; fill my veins

This gets me by (you know it feels good, you know it feels so good)

The [bad word] that keep me high (you know it feels so good, but you know it all

Feels so fake)

Product of a murderer, you stole everything from me

This poison hurts; feels so empty

Fill my veins with this sin

Shaking on the ground

My head's going crazy from within

Cold sweats; shaking in my shame

Heart stops; dying where I lay

This gets me by (you know it feels good, you know it feels so good)

The [bad word] that keep me high (you know it feels so good, but you know it all

Feels so fake)

These [bad word] that keep me high

Sense of reality, perception falls, feels so empty

Cold sweats, the pain, skin crawls, the shame

Please save me

Please save me

This is the way I wanted to live

But you know, I was scared of the world

Praying it all would go away