The right distance, the right distance

My hand grip whiskey like a newborn child
Last night I must admit it got quite wild now
Morning's approached and I wrestle with a headache 
That was spawned in [bad word] by the devil himself
Now was not quite clear
But I wonder what shenanigans brought me here
While I'm cryin' out loud and I'm feeling quite sorry for myself
I need to check my health
Cause I have much to know about myself

I know we fuss and fight here a little bit
I've had a couple drinks well a little bit
I'm beggin' you
Just carry me home home home home home

I know we fuss and fight here a little bit
I've had a couple drinks for a little bit
I'm beggin' you
Just carry me home home

I'm all on my own
Smashed up my phone, 
Not sure of whereabouts
My mum kept on callin' me just tellin' me to sort it out, sort it out
Mum look, readin' books and takin' tests won't take away the pain in chest
The aching limbs decide to vapor, sparked up your cigarette
Lookin' out the window at the world,
I just ain't ready yet
Such things just get me stressed,
Grey hairs are springin' up and I'm startin' to shake a bit
I'm still got some whiskey left, maybe I'll just take a sip

I know we fuss and fight here a little bit
I've a couple drinks worth a little bit
I'm beggin' you
Just carry me home home home home home

I know we fuss and fight here a little bit
I've had a couple drinks for a little bit
I'm beggin' you
Just carry me home home

I'm all on my own
I've kinda lost my throne, I'm absent from the scene,
I'm searchin' for a way in life, I'm lookin' for a theme
plan or a scheme, a road to a better place
I'm splashin' water on my face,
Wake up lazy bones, please just take me home
I'm out of [bad word] zone, the liquids wearin' off
Now I just feel alone
Now I just feel alone,
Now I just feel alone,
Now I just feel alone
Now I just feel alone

I know we fuss and fight here a little bit
I've had a couple drinks for a little bit
I'm beggin' you
Just carry me home home home home home

I know we fuss and fight here a little bit
I've had a couple drinks for a little bit
I'm beggin' you
Just carry me home home

I'm all on my own