Dragging me down, there's nothing left of this broken man 
Bearing this weight, it weakens me day by day 
Try to find change, but I'm looking through jaded eyes 
Leave me here, I know no other way to live 

Using the fear...to suffer the pain 
Driven by rage...in this manic mind 
life of service...a life [bad word] 
Shattered so slowly...ever [bad word] 

I've given so much...it's stolen my soul 
I'm nothing at all...it defines my being 
The pleasures of life...elude me still 
Cast me out...cast me down 

The hate inside [bad word] the world 
It empowers me...It elevates me 

My devotion blinds me...the darkness finds me 
Heavy on me...weighing down on me 

This devotion drives me...my actions haunt me  [bad word] me [bad word] down on me