When you were here before
 Couldn't look you in the eye
 You're just like an angel
 Your skin makes me cry
 You float like a feather
 In a beautiful world
 I wish I was special
 You're so [bad word] special

 But I'm a creep
 I'm a weirdo
 What the [bad word] am I doing here?
 I don't belong here

 I don't care if it hurts
 I want to have control
 I want a perfect body
 I want a perfect soul
 I want you to notice when I'm not around
 You're so [bad word] special
 I wish I was special

 But I'm a creep
 I'm a weirdo
 What the [bad word] I'm doing here?
 I don't belong here

 [bad word] out the door
 [bad word] out
 [bad [bad word] runs

 Whatever makes you happy
 Whatever you want
 You're so [bad word] special
 I wish I was special

 But I'm a creep
 I'm a weirdo
 What the [bad word] am I doing here?
 I don't belong here
 I don't belong here