Sometimes I slide away silently
I slowly lose myself over and over [bad word] in my skin endlessly
Surrender to my will forever and ever 

I dissolve in [bad word] I will sing with joy
I will end up dust
I'm in heaven 

I stand in golden rays radiantly
I burn a fire of love over and over
Reflecting endless light relentlessly
I have embraced the flame forever and ever

I will scream the word
Jumping to the void
I will guide the herd
Up to heaven