"Familiar Taste Of Poison"

 Drink the wine, my darling, you said
 Take your time, consume all of it
 But the roses were only to drain my inspiration
 The promises were spoiled before they left your lips and...
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 I breathe you in again just to feel you
 Underneath my skin, holding on to
 The sweet escape is always laced with a familiar taste of poison

 I tell myself that you're no good for me
 I wish you well, but desire never leaves
 I could fight this til the end
 But maybe I don't want to win
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 I don't wanna be saved, I don't wanna be sober
 I want you on my mind, in my dreams behind these eyes
 And I won't wake up, no not this time.
 [bad word] 

 familiar taste of poison