[bad word] the doubt to shut the sunlight out I feel the [bad word] 
And I keep the world away, to be asleep throughout the day is all I want

I sit and pine for wasted time
My feet were strong
My head was numb
I feel [bad word]  I'm overdone

And I keep the world away, to be asleep throughout the day is all I need
Tell me, was it enough when we were first in love to plant the seed and just leave?