I am confused and
I feel blind
I follow aimlessly the road 
I am lost in the clouds
The sun is gone
And it's cold out here 
This world is long forgotten 
I am left alone

Why am I the only one who's trying to change this situation?

Is anybody out there 
To help me stand 
And show me better places
Is anybody out there 
To help me stand 
And show me better places

The rain is falling down on me
Memories flash behind my eyes
It stains like blood on my fingers
The rain is falling down on me
Memories flash behind my eyes
This burden is too heavy for me 

I feel so empty 
How could this happen to me?
I feel so empty
I regret what I have done 

My past catches us with me
But only I can change myself
My past catches us with me
But only I can change myself

The rain is falling down on me
Memories flash behind my eyes
It stains like blood on my fingers
The rain is falling down on me
Memories flash behind my eyes
This burden is too heavy for me 

Only I can save myself 

It's time to open my eyes 
To face all the [bad word] These memories are eating me alive 
I hold my breath until I'm burning from the inside 
It's time to open my eyes 
To face all the [bad word] These memories are eating me alive 
I hold my breath until I'm burning from the inside