This is the first day of my last days 
Built it up now I take it apart climbed up real high now fall down real far 
No need for me to stay the last thing left I just threw it away 
I put my faith in god and my [bad word] in you 
Now there's nothing more [bad word] up I could do! Yeah! 

Wish there was something real wish there was something [bad word] #33; 
Wish there was something real in this world full of you! 

I'm the one without a soul I'm the one with this big [bad word] hole 
No new tale to tell about my life on my way to [bad word] #33; 
Gotta listen to your big time hard line bad luck fist [bad word] 
Don't think you're having all the fun 
You know me I hate everyone! 

Wish there was something real wish there was something [bad word] #33; 
Wish there was something real in this world full of you! 

I want to but i can't turn back 
But I want to