[Hook]
I've been feeling down but nobody knows
Oh where will I go, lord where will I go
Hey ya, I just wanna kill, I just wanna kill
Nobody knows what I feel, nobody knows what I feel
I said I just wanna kill, I said I just wanna kill
You can all burn in helllllll, don't [bad word] with me

[Verse 1]
The world I live in was never a pleasant paradise
Bullies used to hassle me, then laugh cause I was scared to fight
I let the sun beam in on my skin, but I can't bare the light
So I reside on the side of life with nocturnal parasites
Treated unfair as an infant, abnormal characteristics
Waiting for terror to visit, as I stand there in the distance [bad word] arrogant [bad word]  you were never there with assistance
Wish I could fly into the air with the pigeons
Let it begin, the story how I never fit in
While the popular kids [bad word] around with seventy friends
I'm just a heavenly sent, waiting for the day that I rise
So I could take my aggression and maybe place it aside
I gaze at the sky with contacts placed in my eyes
Asking why do they only love me when my face is disguised
I'm still waiting for signs but I doubt I'm a ever get them
If I never see any proof, how can I represent them man

[Hook]

[Verse 2]
I do this because I know it's what I'm destined to be
I do this for the kids who were always messed with and teased
I do this for the ones who were told they'll never succeed
I do this for those who grew up as young and restless as me
Ya'll would always drink and go party with your crew in the nighttime
Doing [bad word] nobody would ever do in their right mind
Then when you got a little older you hit a fine line
With an accidental kid [bad word] with a nine to five
You always thought that I was so stupid to write rhymes
Thinking I would never make it and lose with the white eyes
But the formula I created proved I was Einstein
Now I've done more [bad word] then you'd ever do in a lifetime
Since elementary, you'd belittle me, show no sympathy
Hurt me mentally, but you never had the sense to see
That your desire to be [bad word]  was fire to my fuel
Would inspire me [bad word]  the world until I was cool

[Hook]

[Bridge]
I ain't gonna take your [bad word]  I've already lost my mind, lost my mind
You driving me crazy, so that it makes me cry, makes me cry
God if you exist then please send me a sign
Because all the rage that's stored in me is eating me alive
Help me out

[Hook]

[Outro]
Sometimes I wonder what the [bad word] your problem is
Why must you love to see me this low
Won't you just let me live
Sometimes I wonder what the [bad word] your problem is
Why must you love to see me this low
Won't you just let me live