can I pray for your return?
 the bird I am looking for is not in me
 it is you
 it's so clear you missed it
 what we saw in you
 green like flame

 someone felt something pure
 and told it all to you 
 that was why you killed yourself
 to prove it wasn't [bad word] 

 say hello to Cory's mom
 say hello to Freddy's mom
 say hello to Ryan's mom

 we're all and have been
 on your side
 what is worse for you to bear?

 it's obscene
 why you missed
 what they saw in you
 grey like flame

 can I pray for your return?