I'm trying to forgive you
I'm trying to forget you
I'm trying to believe the words you said
I'm trying to regret it's in your head but now...
I hate the way you talk to me
I hate the things you'd like to see
I hate the words [bad word] out of you
It's more the fear to love to hate you

Despair to drown
Every moment that goes by the future disappears
Despair to drown
As [bad word] out of time my world dissolves in tears

I can't believe what I've seen
I can't believe it's not a dream
I can't believe it anymore
That my belief is like a [bad word] 
They pull the strings and lift you up
To end your life or [bad word] 
They pull the trigger in the name of god
They pull the plug... so thanks a lot

Despair to drown
Every moment that goes by the future disappears
Despair to drown
As [bad word] out of time my world dissolves in tears