There's a method to madness
The only way to hide my sadness [bad word] around when you need me
I'm getting better believe me

I don't care what you say
holliday in my head
Not getting better believe me [bad word] around when you need me

Nervous breakdown on new years eve
With no dignity
See, see the real me
toast to my lunacy

It's such a disease
My mind [bad word] and go as it please
We hide from reality
Mad people need [bad word] 
Nervous breakdown on new years eve
With no dignity on new years eve
There's a method to madness
On new years eve
Not getting better believe me
On new years eve