They said to just be ourselves but we all knew that was never good enough. They said we had every chance but how could we not [bad word] it all up? 

We would spend a life time trying to figure out how to make our hearts stop beating! We would spend a life time trying to figure out how to make ourselves stop breathing!

I remember grade school and started to notice that I was the only kid sitting alone. I remember high school and started to notice that not much had changed since I was six years old.

I would spend a lifetime trying to figure out how to make my heart stop beating! I would spend a lifetime trying to figure out how to make myself stop breathing! Stop breathing.