I prepare for the noble war. I’m calm, I know the secret. I know [bad word] and I know no one can stop me, including myself. I kill people I like. Some of them beg for their life. I don’t feel sad. I don’t feel anything. It’s a filthy world we live in. It’s a filthy [bad word] helpless world, and honestly, I feel like I’m helping to take them away from the [bad word] and the [bad word] and the vomit [bad word] in the streets. I’m helping to take them somewhere clean, and kind. And there’s something about all that blood man, I drown in it. And Indians believed that blood holds all the bad spirits. And once a month in ceremonies they would cut themselves to let the spirits go free. Now there’s something smart about that, very smart. I like that. You think I’m crazy?    The world is a filthy place, It’s a filthy [bad word] horror show. There’s so much pain you know?   There’s so much.