I've felt the hate rise up in me kneel down and clear the stone of leaves I wander out where you can't see Inside my shell I wait and bleed  Goodbye  I wipe it off the tile, the light is brighter this time Everything is 3-blasphemy My eyes are red and gold, the hair is standing straight up This is not the way I pictured me I can't control my shakes How the [bad word] did I get here? Something about this, so very wrong I have to laugh out loud, I wish I didn't like this Is it a dream or a memory?  I've felt the hate rise up in me Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves I wander out where you can't see Inside my shell I wait and bleed  Get outta my head 'cause I don't need this Why didn't I see this? I'm a victim - Manchurian Candidate I...have...sinned...by...just Making my mind up and taking your breath away  I've felt the hate rise up in me Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves I wander out where you can't see Inside my shell I wait and bleed  I've felt the hate rise up in me Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves I wander out where you can't see Inside my shell I wait and bleed  Goodbye  You haven't learned a thing I haven't changed a thing The flesh was in my bones The pain is always free  You haven't learned a thing I haven't changed a thing The flesh was in my bones The pain is always free  I've felt the hate rise up in me Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves I wander out where you can't see Inside my shell I wait and bleed  I've felt the hate rise up in me Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves I wander out where you can't see Inside my shell I wait and bleed  And it waits for you!