THERE'S JUST SO MUCH ABOUT LIFE THAT WE AIN'T GON EVER UNDERSTAND
BUT ME, GIVE UP ON LIFE ? I'LL BE DAMNED!
I TRAVEL THROUGH THE LANDS & I SACRIFICE MY STABILITY
MY RELATIONSHIP, MY FAMILY, THE GRAVITY
THAT HOLDS ME DOWN- WHEN I'M FEELING SUICIDAL
BUT UNDERGROUND HIP HOP IS LIKE MY [bad word] BIBLE
THEY TELL ME I'M AN "IDOL," ENJOY MY RECITALS
BUT YOU WON'T EVER FEEL THE PRESSURE FROM DOING WHAT I DO
SITTING WRITING LYRICS THINKING NOTHING'S GOOD ENOUGH
I TRY TO WRITE SOMETHING INSPIRATIONAL BUT HOMIE, GROWING UP
THAT'S ALL I THINK ABOUT WHEN I'M BUMPING [bad word] MY HOUSE IS MADE OF GLASS BUT IT'S HARD TO STAY GENTLE
MY MENTAL STABILITY IS LIMITED. THEY FEELING ME
THE CROWD SCREAMS FOR AN ENCORE BUT THIS DEPRESSION'S KILLING ME
MY ABILITY TO SPEAK MY MIND-
IT'S GIFT & CURSE & IT'S MINE, OH, MINE

SO WHEN I'M ON THE ROAD I HOPE THAT YOU'LL BE THINKIN BOUT ME
I HOPE THAT YOU CAN'T EVEN EAT & YOU'RE SICK WITHOUT ME
CUZ THAT'S HOW I FEEL WHEN I'M NOT WITH YOU
THERE'S SUCH LITTLE TIME & SO MUCH TO DO
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SEE, THE PRESSURE FROM PROGRESSION WILL SURELY TEACH YOU SOME LESSONS
I GOT QUESTIONS ABOUT THIS PROFESSION. SHOULD MY HAPPINESS BE 2ND ?
& MY CAREER FIRST ? WHAT SHOULD BE THE ORDER ?
I JUST DON'T KNOW ANYMORE. [bad word] S SO DISTORTED
I LOVE MY FANS & I LOVE THE CONNECTIONS
IT'S BLESSING KNOWING I'M HELPING PEOPLE CUZ THAT WAS NOT MY INTENTION
I WAS JUST VENTING. I WAS JUST 17
TRYNA LACE [bad word] TRACK UP WAY OUT IN THE I.I WOULD ALWAYS BE CRYING, WRITING LYRICS EVERYDAY
BOUT MY BROTHERS UP IN JUVY, & THE [bad word] I USED TO SLANG
& HOW MY DADDY MOVED AWAY, & MY MOMMA BEATING ME
& HOW I JUST DON'T WANNA [bad word] LIVE LIFE SO I STAY
BANGING ON THESE STREETS & TAGGING MY GRAFFITI
SEE, 5 YEARS AGO, AIN'T NOBODY WANNA BE ME
& NOW YOU [bad word] SEE ME & NOW YOU [bad word] LOVE ME
& NOW I'M EATING STEAK, HOMIE ! [bad word] BEING HUNGRY !

SO WHEN I'M ON THE ROAD I HOPE THAT YOU'LL BE THINKIN BOUT ME
I HOPE THAT YOU CAN'T EVEN EAT & YOU'RE SICK WITHOUT ME
CUZ THAT'S HOW I FEEL WHEN I'M NOT WITH YOU
THERE'S SUCH LITTLE TIME & SO MUCH TO DO
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