[bad word] my soul in search for 
Redemption… 

Why won’t you leave me alone? I don’t get it… 
I have betrayed my own self to forget that 
You were the part of my life for too long but 
Now I just want to be me… 

I can no-longer believe in my own dreams 
Violence is filling them all mixed with my sins 
Something goes wrong in my life… something wicked 
Sometimes I wish I was blind…. 

Please just leave me 
All I want (is) to find myself 
And forgive me 
I [bad word] from my [bad word] 

But 

 [bad word] my soul in search for 
Redemption… 

Sometimes when I look at me in the mirror 
I am not really sure whom I see there 
Maybe it’s me but what if I’m reflection 
Of [bad word] myself, behind glass… 

Oh am I sick? I don’t know. (It) Doesn’t matter 
Until I write words of my final chapter 
Still I am searching for me in reflection 
I’m [bad word] in my dreams… 

Please just leave me 
All I want (is) to find myself 
And forgive me 
I [bad word] from my [bad word] 

But 

 [bad word] my soul in search for 
Redemption… 

Please just leave… Leave me on my own 
I’m trying to find myself (Oh I try to find myself) 
You can’t see but you should believe me – 
I [bad word] from my [bad word] .(I [bad word] from my…) 

Please just leave me 
All I want (is) to find myself 
And forgive me 
I [bad word] from my [bad word]