Searchin' For Life

[Intro]

Yeah!

This is for my abstractin' from everythin'
I think I need a medicine.

This is my voice, this is fantasy.
All about reality, all about sailory...

[1st]

Lost my way like a ship in an open sea,
Who can tell what the [bad word] am I doin' here?
Everytime I loose control on answer.

It's so hard to find what you've left behind,
I can see only silhouettes passing by.
All I need to save is just religion (as I feel like)

Just lost my way like a ship in an open sea
I wonder if someone tell what the [bad word] am I doin' here.
've set my voyage again pretendin' life's a game
Play the way that no-one can.

I swear I will be dreadnought, I will break [bad word] Bein' attracted by invisible magnet called the [bad word] 
I decided to have a fight this night
I say it loud, turn the situations inside out.
 [bad word] 

It's gettin' too late now,
The sky's [bad word]  black now,
And through the walls of stone
I'm [bad word]  as deep as I can go.

I can tell what the [bad word] am I lookin' for.
 [bad word] 

Burnin' to illuminate
My only aim
For all that I stand
Or just a destiny that goes to me?
It's borin' to be innocent,
To always pretend
And make no attempt
To move upstream, at least this way will show the life much better.

[2nd]

Abstracted from everythin' I think I needed a medicine,
I'm not the only way I feel, I'm wastin' time just for my fantasy.
I've set my voyage you know hopin' that a life's a show
That will go for long on and on (on and on).

I swear I will be honest if only this can help,
I will do it with all I promised, I've noticed every tear that fell.
I decided what's right usin' my inner sense,
Where is my innocence? There goes suspense.

And even I never knew, no, now I know what I'm tryin' for,
One can never predict the fate will inflict wounds like never before.
No matter, I'm puttin' my letter into a bottle,
Yeah, I'm thinkin' 'bout startin' just a new chapter.

Inspite of the way I catch my throat chokin'
Devil possessed inside me is just smokin'.
No way! Thought there's no land between these seas and oceans
Standin' pon the ground, so [bad word] emotions!

[Bridge]

Situation's inside out!
Break [bad word]  call the [bad word]  I say it loud!
Gettin' late now, [bad word]  black now!
The sky is [bad word]  I'm crawlin' just like that!