Happy Deathday

There is no dignified death
There’s only the one, which is dirty for sure
And because of the fear of re-birth
All of you worship the messenger

Pain chops the weak into pieces of meat
Covered in bloody sweat
Helpless I wet myself
I beg for mercy from a stranger’s hand
Twisting freak
Grows crazy without teeth
this patient half asleep
Examines itself, operates and greases

The scapegoat isn’t responsible for it’s actions
Paedophile, rabies, in other words an excuse
Eventually it’s only you
And you alone against everyone
They don’t understand, they don’t know
The reason for the hate is a bad seed
Can’t you see, I tie my tongue in a knot
I excrete blood, it’s the harvest

From the gates of heaven to [bad word] You end up to prostitute
You can be certain, I will never let go
Never
I’m like a glowing piece of iron [bad word] [bad word] and forge
I will never let go
Never, never
 [bad word] from the earth
And earth you will [bad word] once more [bad word]  a binbag full of stuff
It’s everyone’s privilege and destiny
I want to be paralyzed by the pain
Drink beer with the devil
Sink my hand in the river of blood
Wash of the scum with sweat of death

No one can judge me
I never wanted any harm
Because of that I get bliss
And there I get money

From the gates of heaven to [bad word] You end up to prostitute
You can be certain, I will never let go
Never
I’m like a glowing piece of iron [bad word] [bad word] and forge
I will never let go
Never, never

I have satisfied the need to live
And now I live against the will
I always save the stronger me
And I never live anymore