You were just a mistake.
Nothing I had planned for, nothing I wanted. [bad word] everything I had.
Just know I wanted you dead,
There is no god, there is no heaven.

And love is just a word we say,
Don't get this confused,

Can't seem to block this,
I keep looking back,
Keep moving backwards, 
I'll wish you dead till it's done, 

There's nothing for you here 
I keep you locked and shoved away, 
You'll stay so far away from me.

I am the devil, 
I am your lack of sleep, 
god can't help you now, 

she was just a mistake, 
I never loved her, 
I never needed her, 
she was your last hope 
but it's my turn, 
I waited for this

there's nothing for you here, 
I'll keep you locked and shoved away, 
you'll stay so far away from me, 

You are not my son,
I am not your father.
Just know one thing - 
I wanted you dead.

There's nothing left here.