expectations weigh on me 
 to satisfy these endless needs 
 and i don't care and i don't know why 
 maybe i'm no good inside 
 all this wasted time 
 to see your [bad word] up life 
 [bad word] mine 

 all these thoughts just won't be still 
 i bless my habit, pray to pills 
 i can't be part of your life 
 until i know how to die 
 all this wasted time 
 to see your [bad word] up life 
 [bad word] mine 

 fake flowers begin to wilt 
 in this house my heart had built 
 to keep me far away from us 
 i know i'm not brave enough 
 keep me far away from us 
 i'll never be brave enough 
 all this wasted time 
 to see your [bad word] up life 
 [bad word] mine