Hopes and fears take to much time,
 must realize
there's a part of me inside
this silly game
 with hopeless end,
while the other part
 just can't restrain.
It's been to long 
just getting close
to something real 
that could change my state of being
lost and sad 
almost everynight,
to diving dreams 
was the only way
...................................
ups and downs 
can stray my mind,
what takes a while
 to believe in what i feel,
safe and sound, 
when you're around.
like a magic force 
that could set me free.
it's been to long,
 just getting close
to something [bad word]  
that could never [bad word] 
 to what i know,
and felt before, let's let it (?)
like a newborn child ..