clawing at my skin 
an irrelevant feeling to where I am 
an insufferable pain... 
surging forever inwards 

Cowering stagnant 
Bark starts to peel 
Cast from the light 
Obscuring what's real 

Sitting helpless 
Until we all die 
As warm veins release 
I've cured the rot in my mind 

I've reached out before and only felt the coldness of entropy 
Through colorless days of the modern age, only guided by apathy 
If the patterns are ingrained in us, why should I even try? 
Knowing tomorrow I'll feel even worse, I am no longer afraid to die 

Carried by the current, 
Flowing forever, dragged at the bottom 
Staring at the surface 
Prefer the coldness to fighting for warmth 
Stuck eternally digging 
For the layer of rock that we all stand upon 
Broken from endless battles 
Now this constant pain is all that i know 

The more I live, the more I want to die 
The more I live, the more I want to die 
 [bad word] my mind 
Failing inside 
Clawing through rocks with nothing to find 
Feeling separate 
From where I reside 
Watching the seasons pass by, until our demise 

loss of gratitude 
Fearing death, wasting life 
cold gaze to the ground 
Feeling trapped, burning inside 

Detesting every moment 
Clenching my fists, waiting in silence 
Resonating every second 
What isn't dead, is waiting to die...