I know that I'm afraid of lve 
The tolls seems very steep 
Your goals so uncontrollable 
Impossible to keep 

Despite the songs of lucky ones 
Those very special few 
Can't right the wrongs that [bad word] 
No matter what we do 

I imagine that the feeling's close to none 
All that [bad word] rampant sounds like fun 
But when the trouble starts 
I've heard of broken hearts 
hackneyed phrase-but one that I suspect is [bad word] 
And so I wonder will I win or will I lose 

 [bad word] down, familiar ground a safer veiw 
No more concerned with if they win or if they lose 

The journey must be made 
The hand is dealt, it must be played 
 [bad word] to all of us, we can't escape our dues 
But I'm still holding back 
I want my heart intact 
Until the time that I'm unable to refuse 

Inconsequential if I stumble up the rocks 
or catapulted if I shoot right to the top 
When I on love depend 
My only question then 
...is will I lose or will I win 
So I wonder, yes I wonder