I dont wanna say goodbye
But sometimes things just dont go as wed like
All i wanna do is cry
Say my farewells pack up and leave tonight

Farewell miss i know that you can care less
But im sorry for everything i was careless
But i need you to know that i love you so much
And ive been drinking myself to sleep my souls [bad word] couple more shots i know im gonna go nuts
I cant deal with the fact you left me with no [bad word] I was in love with you how could you do this to me
Actually i did this to myself, what a tragedy!
And now what do i do?
Where do i go?
Cuz everywhere i go i see your face
It’s hard starting over
Trying to find another shoulder
To lean on
I feel like my whole life just got peed on
They say time heals but dammit i wanna stop time and feel this pain
As crazy as it sounds to me its sane
And i like it, why? cuz i feel like were still united
In some weird way i dont wanna fight it

I dont wanna say goodbye
But sometimes things just dont go as wed like
All i wanna do is cry
Say my farewells pack up and leave tonight

I wrote you the other day and you didnt write back!
It’s like that!? after all the c**p we been through!?
I cant believe you! i know i [bad word] up!
But look within you and find some love and stop being stuck up!
You keep sending me to voicemail!
I’m annoyed, [bad word] , s**t you coulda atleast sent a text
But your probably busy kissing someone elses lips
While im sitting here cleaning my shoes from this s**t!
You’re hard headed a sharp headache
I need help call a medic
I just cut myself, yea i did it
Without you im nothing dont you get it!?
Everytime that i said i loved you i meant it!
You turn and tell me you hate me and regret that
We ever met, i cant believe you just said that
You’re so cold you just hit me so low
I cant take this nomo so hit the road

I dont wanna say goodbye
But sometimes things just dont go as wed like
All i wanna do is cry
Say my farewells pack up and leave tonight

Some things just dont seem the way they do
One day you tell me i love you and only you
I wake up to find out it was a dream
You’re telling you hate me, youre leaving me
People change everything changes
We go from best friends then [bad word] strangers
We go from seeing eachother everyday then
Farewell to never seeing your face again

I cant get you outta of my head
So im out of bed at 4 in the morning
Wishing i was dead
But for some odd reason i cant do it
For some reason i needed to write
Whats on my mind and whats going through it
Cuz if i dont ill prolly suffocate
Why do you have so much hate
Towards me you need some loving babe
God i f****n love you i hate myself
For falling in love with you
Just to find out all i did was trouble you
My heart is aching im medicated
I tried meditating
But nothing works i dont even feel sedated
I wish you could feel what i feel for one second
I wreckon you would jump out your window bare naked
f**k humiliation, you do anything to get me back
Opinions wouldnt matter what they thought in fact
You would tell everyone to f**k themselves good
And do everything to have me if you could

I dont wanna say goodbye
But sometimes things just dont go as wed like
All i wanna do is cry
Say my farewells pack up and leave tonight