It seems all of these words couldn't be further from the [bad word] How did I get here? What did I do?

Your eyes, telling me lies
And making me find myself
While you have your agenda, a life to pursue

So please,
Let me be free from you.
And please, let me be free
I can face the [bad word] 

I'm blind to all of your colors
That used to be rainbow then
My eyes, where did the go to?
Why disappear?

It's hard to be all alone
I never got through your disguise
I guess I'll just go, and face all my fear

So please,
Let me be free from you
And please, let me be free
I can face the [bad word] 

Put down your world
Just for one night
Pick me again

So please,
Let me be free from you
And please, let me be free
I can face the [bad word]