As you see i'm here just like you wanted me
To give in – i lost my sympathy for them
It's raining for a week now – let's take it as a cure
To wash away this killing [bad word] 
I'm sick and tired of wasting time but how to stop it yet
No answers – just silly [bad word] through my head
I'm sick and tired of counting days so pull the trigger now
Please stop it or it will kill me – bye for now

Give it up! Give it up! Cause it's right now
Give it up! Because the time seems bright now
everything you had – now to forget

Once again – you've left me breathless – here i am
So understand that every story has an end
No more one last chapter, no more one last try
So this could be my last goodbye

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