I am a mess
 I made a huge mess
 I can't control myself

 I kill the rhyme again
 [bad word] sick and on time again 
 Words maifest from deep inside where people hide within 
 It's chemical 
 Unbalanced on the triple beam (what?)
 [bad word] what you heard 
 It's about what i seen
 I seen it happen back 
 Hand and brand to face smackin
 Definite disorder now his mindest is blackened
 The docotors say he got the brain of a murderer 
 [bad word] style steals you brain 

 And my heart is bleeding
 And this pain it will not pass 
 Its not receding 
 And my body going numb 
 bad trip child 
 Rolling stoned 
 Keeping high
 He don't know what he's doing 
 He just keep getting by 
 Thrown away
 I wanna be 
 Thrown away 

 He's born sick 
 Nothing in his hands but his [bad word]  He couldn't handle pressure 
 He couldn't handle [bad word] 
 For the life he was leading 
 Lead him down the wrong path 
 Where guns blast
 Don't give a [bad word] about the God's wrath 
 Don't want to talk to the couselor Doctor
 Tell em whats real 
 To tell em whats proper
 Situation unclear I pray
 And i know it gets worse everyday

 And my heart is bleeding
 And this pain it will not pass 
 Its not receding 
 And my body going numb 
 bad trip child 
 Rolling stoned 
 Keeping high
 He don't know what he's doing 
 He just keep getting by away
 Thrown away
 I want to be 
 Thrown away 

 I am a mess
 I've made a huge mess
 I can't control myself 

 I'm losing it 
 I've lost it
 I've spilt all my marbles

 Cause i see you 
 Inside of me 
 Sometimes i want 
 To be thrown away
 Cause i see you
 Inside of me
 Sometimes i want
 To be thrown away
 hyper spaz
 And that is me
 Sometimes i want
 To be thrown away
 Thrown away
 Thrown away
 Thrown away
 Thrown away
 Thrown away
 Thrown away
 Thrown away
 Thrown away
 Thrown away

 (voices in my head)
 (voices in my head)
 Don't tell me
 To do it cause i will (voices in my head)
 Now
 (voices in my head)
 Don't tell me
 To do it cause i will (voices in my head)
 Now
 (voices in my head)

 They're screaming
 They're screaming
 They're screaming