This is my choice, my direction.
Forgotten gist of my actions.   
Take all my minds (my forces), my devotion,
Do not deny all my notions.

I swear I'll never [bad word] your enemy.
Your words, your councils are still required for me.
You think, you're right, so, please, stand in my place.
It's hard to stand with weakness face to face.

This is [bad word]  my conclusion.
I have no claims, no illusions.
Tear all my plans (my projects), tricky questions,
Do not ignore my suggestions.

When will we find our aim? Who knows? Who cares?
I'm wrong, but we're the same! Who pleads? Who stares?
We call a spade a spade. Who's hurt? Who's glad?
But now we're feel betrayed, though we know that it's our fads!

No fear, no tears, no rage!

Between sadness and pain [bad word] or to stay?
To spend our darkest days?

Between weakness and pride
No chance to survive,
Let's burn our broken hopes!

Between, beside, beyond...