Just what will inspire me this time?
What's going to lift me past this time?
I wonder if I should even try,
I wonder if I'll get left behind.

I've been all around this place before,
I've done this a million times or more,
Easy to look, so hard to find,
Reach deep and drag it from inside, and roll it over in my mind. 

Too many opitions to decide, so why should I believe in you this time?
You don't have to say it's [bad word]  I know it's [bad word] 
It's not what you say or do, it's win or lose.
It's not when you fall behind, it's every time.
When I feel like [bad word]  then the music hits, and I'm fine.

What will I say when this one's through?
I'll say that my blood is [bad [bad word] through my veins today.
I'm singing along and life's okay.
It's still turning over in my mind.

Too many opinions, which one's mine, and why should I believe in you this time?
You don't have to say it's [bad word]  I know it's [bad word] 
It's not what you say or do, it's win or lose.
It's not when you fall behind, it's every time.
When the music hits and I feel it in my spine, I'm fine.