Here I am
Licking my wounds once again
Why am I trapped in a replay of yesterday
The imprints of you will all be burned
And I cross my heart in hope you'll never return

I love myself for hating you
And I can't remember what meant so much to me

IF YOU GAVE ME THE POWER TO TURN BACK TIME
TO SAVE MY [bad word] HEART
I WOULD SHAPE IT THE WAY IT WAS MEANT TO BE
I WOULD NEVER KNOW YOU
AND YOU WOULD NEVER KNOW ME

I'll forever be what I am
freelancer
Never be duped by your scam
Have fun extracting any love from my heart
And Godspeed, passenger,
On my train of pain which will soon depart 

I love myself for hating you
And I can't remember what meant so much to me