Is it you who decides 
 if my time's well spent
 because I didn't leave my room today
 (time well spent)
 I could ramble on for hours 
 if the topic fit my interest 
 (time well spent)
 lately all my words are choked back down
 or delivered as a whisper 
 just [bad word] the silent turn

 cold white sheets
 on my empty bed
 far too big of a space
 for the state i'm in
 there's nothing going on
 in my empty head
 far too small of a space
 for the books i've read 
 to remain
 to remain