[bad word]  [bad word] Above the Sky (Вище Неба)

There, I don't see anything anymore
I don't feel anything
And I am no longer myself
One more day came to an end and that means
You are going to leave soon
And my life [bad word] to an end.
Is it always going to be like that?
Hey, don't leave, at least for today.

And I feel as if falling into the sky,
falling into the sky where there is no end..
I really need to stop somewhere,
as have almost no more strength left
You are no longer alone and haven't been for a while..
Is it always going to be like this?
Hey, don't leave, at least for today?..

Higher then sky!
Above then sky!
Honey, what am I without you
Why aren't you letting soul go
above the sky?
Why are you flying so high?

Cold water will not save from the heat,
And soul is not letting me drink the memory
Your eyes are my danger,
Yet, those same eyes are my happiness..
Is it always going to be like that?
Hey, at least today, don't leave

And I wouldn't be afraid, but you [bad word] 
you seized me, taken me hostage
It's better for me to be silent but you understand everything anyway
I really [bad word] away but you are not letting me
Hey, is it always going to be like that?
Hey, don't go away from me..

Higher then sky!
Above then sky!
Honey, what am I without you
Why aren't you letting soul go
above the sky?
Why are you flying so high?